This is my first blog post from work. I thought this site was blocked but apparently I was wrong.I'm at my Lakeshore office today. I've been here a lot this week. Why is today different? Because I just walked out to the lobby and looked across the street and saw a light on in Matthew's apartment. I think I previously mentioned the fact that he lives directly across the street from one of my work locations.
I don't know why seeing a light on is bugging me, but it is. I guess it's just knowing that we're about 300 feet from one another yet are functioning as if the other doesn't exist.
I wonder if he's affected at all, knowing that I'm a short distance away. Probably not.
Anyway, this isn't a full-on return to the pity party, it's just a moment, which like the others, will pass.